Cora McLelland
On that Afternoon
On
that afternoon, reading again
what
they did to Lynne Stewart
on
that afternoon,
remembering
how I heard what they did
revoking
a sentence
because it was opportune –
for
it mattered
to punish severely,
would
intimidate others,
would
really intimidate:
the
soft-hearted –
the
good –
those
who care
about life
those
like Lynne
who
love humanity
and
defend human rights
I thought
“let
Michelle Malkin die
of cancer,”
“yes,
god, if you exist, let her die”
“let
her die
a
terrible death,”
and
I thought
“let
the judges who sat on the panel
of
the Second Circuit Court of Appeals
burn
alive in the station inn,
back
in Canada
while
they are
on
a hunting trip,
looking
for other game
than
Lynne”
By
chance, I thought,
the
train with all the oil in it
will
derail.
“Let
them burn,” I prayed,
“let
them all die
a
terrible death.”
And
as for Judge Koeltl, I thought,
“let
that man,
that
bad man
which
lacked the will,
the
energy
and
the courage
to stick to
what
he thought was right
let
this man who caved in
this
Austrian
or
German American
who
forgot what it meant
in the old country
in that language long forgotten
'to
have / a backbone'
(strange
as it sounds) –
BUT
god, if you listen
to
all languages, of all nations
whether
they call you bog or allah or dieu –
let
him be struck
by
a car
let
him be
paralyzed
sitting
forever
in
a wheelchair
so
that he may know
what
it means
to
have 'no backbone'
NONE
THAT
LET'S
YOU WALK STRAIGHT
AND
BE AN UPRIGHT MAN
a
man with a character of his own,
not
that of his superiors
or
of an iceberg called Secretary of State
or
a liar called
Mr
President"
But
then,
standing
in the garden
looking
at the tree tops
seeing
the wind move through this green world
seeing
patches of blue way up there
I
thought,
“It's
all to
no
avail
What
does punishment mean
what
does revenge mean?”
“Nothing,”
I thought
“If
they're gone
there
are still others
hundreds
of them
thousands
maybe
millions
If
they don't open their eyes
don't
listen, silently, to their heart
if
they go on drowning in a flood of media hype
of
politically useful clichés
what
will be won, what
changed,
truly and deeply
There
are so many
so
many like judge Koeltl –
the
Nazis found fine servants
back
in the old country
in
Austria Germany the deadly REICH
Pliable
opportunists –
people
used to have no opinion –
serving
well (it was said)
the
regimes
that
came and that went
They
are around still, these people
In
every office
factory
court
room
even
the President's office
They
have 'no backbone'
are
just like grass
in
the wind”
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